im getting ready to have an outing wif bby nisha!!
she wanted to go to TAMPINES 1..
after tampines 1 i don't know where we heading to..
so when i home i will update about my outing!!
10:02 PM
6 more days to my anni wif bby boyfy!
our 2 years anni togather!!
8:14 PM
i miss my one and only gerlfwen
she's KHAIRUNISHA!
bile nak kuar lagik nie?
i miss our outing 2gather!!
11:49 PM
alamak..org tu dah block aku lah..hahaha..but nvm lah ehkk..tak heran uh ngan KAU nye blog ..asl lah dia tu suke nah kutok org..diri sendiri tak betol..favour lah ehk..kalau nak ckp psl sembayang..ckp ngan salah org lah ehk..but its not about me you refering ..walaupon kau ckp ngan darah daging aku ,kau tetap refering kat aku jugak..kau panggil kakak aku ape.?BODOH? kau suke kalau aku panggil kakak kau BODOH.kakak aku ckp baek2 pe and btw,pernah ke aku panggil kakak kau BODOH?SO,KAU G JAGE KAU NYE MULUT!JANGAN PSL MULUT,BADAN YG BINASE.asl kau kene msk kan psl ugame?kau dah pandai sgt psl ugame?aku tau aku tak pandai.tapi aku tau ape yg baek dan ape yg tidak.tapi kalau aku gadoh ngan orang .aku tak de babeb kan ugame lah ehk!ape!dangan care nie kau blh dapat pahale pe?dengan cari nie kau dapat dose,kau tau tak!sebab aku tau aku tak salah..aku tak kutok kau pe.skrg sape yg cari psl nie?selame ini kau sembayang,ihklas ke tak uh?kau jwb dengan jujur?kalau ihklas,asl kau nye perangai mcm gini uh?? you know what im talking about...aku tak de kutok kau pe..asl kau nak kene kutok aku uh..aku dah tak de pape ngan kau asl kau masih nak cari psl uh..kau masih tak puas hati ngan aku??kalau tak puas hati ckp uh depan2.asl nak kene post kat blog KAU tu uh.. ape kau nak semua orang tau yg kite gadoh pe!!selame ini aku n ngan nisha simpan je ehk kau ckp psl kite. skrg ape lagi kau nak dari aku ngan nisha,kau hanye mampu bebual belakang psl kite,cite yg tak mendatang kan faedah,cube lah berdepan ngan kite baru kite tgk mane yg betol dan mane yg salah..kau dah sakit otak pe..kau dah sakit jiwe sgt..aku ngan nisha dah mls nak bebual psl kau ,abih skrg ape lagik kau nak bebual psl kite.pls stop all this bullshit (between me or nisha with u r nothin,so bear this in mind) btw,aku tak nak kacau kau nye friendship kau n rara lah..TAK HERAN lah ehk!! aku ngan nisha dah tak nak dengar lagi dari mulut kau atau sape2 psl nie!kau jgn nak ungkit psl nie ehk. kau nak bebual sarcastic ngan aku kan..kau belom tgk aku nye secastic!!..kau jgn nak act as passerby ke ape ke..aku tau kau pernah buat so kau jgn nak buat kat aku!! lastly,kau suke ckp FUCKOFF kan..so,skrg kau g FUCKOFF!aku tak nak ngok muke kau lagik!!(its between aku,kau n nisha!aku tak nak yg laen msk campur!)
6:27 AM
yesterday when to nisha house at about 1:30
we talk2 in her room.
at about 3 meet boyfy and shaqir at north park bus stop
coz want to celebrate his brother birthday party at changi beach
when we reach there i help his mother set some food.
.................
and i decided to head home at 1030.
i miss nisha! bile lah aku leh kuar ngan kau!!?
i hope it will be soon!
syiqa! as rindu syiqa lah!! hehehe
jumpa di skola okey!
1:34 AM
PIKABOO!!
im bck from MALACCA!
mls nak ckp pls melacca..
i miss my BOFFY,NISHA,RAIHAN,FAUZI,FAZIRA,FATEHA,SYAFIQAH AND some of my classmate.
sori hari tu aku maen jln je dari CPA,aku nak salam krg tapi cikgu tolak2 aku suruh kuar...dia halau aku ,tak kasi aku salam korang aku rase..
haha..sori...
hmm...i totally hate this month (expect my BIRTHDAY)
WHAT HAPPEN TO MY FRIENDSHIP!
i din't want this think to happen.!but why is happen..
what should i do.?
it seem so wrong and it feel wrong too.
i hope the following month will not be like this months.
and i hope this thing will end soon!!!!
7:03 AM
i miss my mom n sis!
yesterday they when to melacca back to singapore on saturday i think..
maybe 2morrow my dad and i goin to malacca..meet them there.
so on friday i will not attend to school.
5:15 AM
for yr info.
u think that im happy.but inside my heart is still crying.
how i wish i can rewind to 4 or 5 years back.we always laugh togather,eat togather and etc.we din't even fought like this in primary school days.i thought that is secondary school lyf there will be no fighting in friendship.i thought in secondary lyf we'll be more mature in relationship and friendship but my thought is all wrong.i thought that we will be more closer each day but it end up the opposite ways.
i always thinking of you everday.
but there's not used.
like you said "should i go on with my life without them "
but you din't even try anything.
i hope your life will be more colourfull without US in your life.
2:58 AM
i guess i just lost my longtymebestf
i think she din't even bother about our friendship.
i don't want this things to happen but it happened
so what can i do.
there is no used
there is a part of you in my heart, but if there nothing part of me not in your heart
like i say what can i do.
i guess you found a new bestf to talk to and express your feeling
infortunely its not me.
and btw, you din't even express you feeling towards me ever
i will be missing you.
so goodbye to the past and welcome to the future!
:'(
1:58 AM
well ,yesterday went out wif bby EIYSHANISHA
celebrate my birthday wif her.
firstly we went to marina barrage, marina square and lastly to changi beach.
we had alot of fun togather but sadly EIYLANABILAH can't come along wif us coz she had to go to malaysia wif her family..
i like when we at changi beach coz we let our feeling out
thkz 4 listening to my story bby..
thkz 4 being by my side all the tym..
ILOVeESHANISHA and don't 4get EIYLANABILAH!
i miss my boyfy!
btw,this is the dress that my bofy bought 4 me..
LOVEITALOT!!
3:11 AM
well yesterday celebrate my birthday wif beloved boyfy
we went to bugis coz he wanted to buy 4 me dress.
we walk2 here there.
we went to second floor.
and i saw this slipper.
i said that i want this slipper and he bought 4 me..
after bought the slipper
when first floor again and i saw the dress that i lyk and he bought for me!
so sweet of you bby!!
thkz 4 everything bby!!
i LOVE MUHAMMAD QAYYUM BIN ABDUL JUMALI!
10:43 PM
birthday prasent from boyfy
birthday prasent from friends.
birthday celebration wif family.
update soon
5:20 AM
